It was Christmas Eve, 2004, and there was a little boy living in a 23 year old’s body walking into his mom’s house. He wasn’t invited because heroin addiction had destroyed his life. It was freezing cold outside and he was going through horrible withdraw. As he was walking in, he looked into the kitchen window where his whole family was just sitting down to eat a huge Christmas Eve dinner. He felt empty inside and wondered what happened to his life. As soon as he walked in, his mom didn’t greet him with the proud look and loving arms she once had before the disease of addiction had finally consumed his soul. Instead, she rushed him into the kitchen, got him a paper plate, while he noticed out of the corner of his eye that his aunts were hiding their purses. They were doing this because they didn’t know he was coming, or else they already would have done so prior to his arrival. His mother fixed him a plate, threw tin foil on the top, and sent him back on his way. There are no words to describe how devastated that young man felt inside.
My name is Alex Biagiarelli. I am a recovering addict with 5 years and 11 months clean. I sit here writing this with tears in my eyes and it’s one day before Christmas Eve 2010. That 23 year old who didn’t know how to use the values he was taught as a child was me. As fate would have it that was the last Christmas I had to ever feel that way again. I’m not saying George Jones has magic wands that got me clean and made me live with integrity. However, I am saying that it took a divine intervention inside my soul for me to be humble enough to be taught, as well as shown by the harvest he was reaping in his own life. I believe with all my heart and soul that George Jones is truly an Angel. Without whom I wouldn’t be clean at the present time. It is truly a miracle that I was graced to have my path paved in the direction that led me to him.
Someone who should be writing this is my mom because she got her son back clean and living to the best of his abilities. Lost dreams come to life around here. I will be going to Hawaii in 2012 to marry my high school sweetheart whom I lost to active addiction in 1999. Many battles of the soul I have won and many battles I have lost. No matter what the outcome I haven’t found it necessary to pick up a substance of any kind. My foundation is as solid as a rock and it started with George teaching me to be a palm tree and build my recovery roots deep. That way when the storms of life come, I will bend but never break.
Finally, as I say this, George Jones was an integral part in my soul being saved and my recovery still today. If you’re reading this and you can relate to feeling like there’s “no way out,” trust me, give yourself a break. Lost dreams do come to life.
Alex Biagiarelli
A Grateful Recovering Addict
My name is Kevin, and I am a recovering addict. I have over 10 years clean, and I live in Hollywood, CA. I was blessed to hear George share his message of recovery through his experience, strength, and hope for the first time at a convention in April 2003 in Northern California. The message he carried was amazing to me, and I thanked him afterward. Due to George’s good nature and genuine concern for others, we exchanged phone numbers and quickly built a rapport.
We stayed in contact with each other and George became a constant source of knowledge, experience, strength, wisdom, compassion, encouragement and inspiration. We still meet up a few times a year at various conventions and continue to develop a deeper bond of friendship.
George has always been there for me, willing to talk and listen. George wasn't always my sponsor, but as fate would have it, on June 30th, 2006 my sponsor died. I was devastated. I remember how George always provided me with such great insight. He has an amazing ability to help people and get to the heart of the matter very quickly. I asked George and he has been my sponsor ever since. I admire him very much for the living example of recovery that he is to me and countless others.
There is no one man on this planet that I have more Love & Respect for than George J.
Kevin L
Greater Hollywood Area